Loose Yourself

Yeah so I really need to update this more. I have just been trying to get through school and keeoing myself  in my own little world. Try and keep my mind off of things by throwing myself into stories that I have written, a lot fo fan fic, but some just my own. Its a nice way to distract yourself, when you get so into a story and you just lost within your own words. And sp far people have liked what I have posted on the sites.

So today I have to go over to this girls house. I have never talked to her before; but we got paired off to work on a Roain' 20's project for history. I though I would be working on my own and was looking foreard to doing The Women's Sufferage Movement...but then he sadi we HAVE to work in partners, so i got paired with her and we're doing The Movies/Flims Industry. Which I a good subject so I was totally dissapointed. Its just kinda odd going over to someone house that you dont know...but she seems nice.

Only 4 more days untill Thanksgiving. Its really not one of my favorite holidays for a fews reasons...but anyways; we're having it at our house. Wooo! yeah I am so not looking foreward to it. I just have been a little exauhsted and haveing my whole family in one enclosed area can take a lot out of ya, but its nice to have the family together I guess. Well, Im off to get ready.

Do We have 3.....?

So yesterday was bomb scare number 3. Its pretty lame, I juts hope we wont have to make up ALL three days during holiday breaks. I think nwere making up one...but I didnt make it to school today....I just ignored my alarm....and stayed home. Not a very good idea but for some reason I was super tired. Hmmm...I wonder if we made it through the day without another bomb threat? I hear they arrested two girls so far. But other than that tonight im going ot go get Weeds...season 1 disc 2! I looove that show. Annnnnddd....The L Word should be here no later than Saturday! Yay! I just cant wait to get through the rest of the school week....and I just relized that I am totally screwed....I was supposed to have done vocab that I was going to do tonight....but I just remebered I dont have my book and have no way of getting it....its in my school...locker....AHHH! Fuck! I guess I can hand it in late? I hope I mean I have maintained a decent grade in that class sooo I hope its not going to hurt too much....fucking honors course. Fuck fuck fuck I cannot believe I forgot about that!

I guess I'll have to let it go. Okaayyy so I I decided that thi s wekeend it gonna be when I start my fasting. I feel as if I have become a human trashcan. I need to feel.....not so gross...ya know? Sooooo I was thinking of just liquids....I need to stay awake for my little marathon of season 3. Alriiight I better make sure I have no other assignments that I forgotten about...shit shit shit!!!!!

The Bomb....jeeze

Okayyy, I really need to update this more. So today was very....stressful...and filled with a lot of excitment, but not in a good way. So the day started off as well...and normal day. Alarm went off...Did my hair, got dressed, grabed some granola and water and off to school. Played a little tennis in gym class...went onto my English Honors class. We are in the middle of reading out book when suddenly over the intercome the pricipal announses...."everyone at this time we are in a code blue...teacher please take the proper percautions..." So we are all like ohh great another drill, so we follow the procedures...everyones kinda joking around...then after awhile we notice that quite a lot of students  are leaving the building...the the pricipal then informs us that everyone is to evacuate the building immidiatley. So we all grab out things and head for the football feild. There 1700+ students and faculty are out there from a little before 9am to 11:45am, during which there we cops and like a bomb squad there to throughly inspect the entire builing.

Turns out this was no drill, someone left a note in a abthroom saying there was a bomb in the school. So then students started to leave the school when nonone was to be dismissed. It got a little out of hand, some of us still stayed. Then we went back inside around 11:50...we are then informed that we are all to be dimissed at 12...and  of course I dont have my phone working right now and really couldnt get hold of my mom. So me and my firend (who lives like right down the street form me) decide we will walk home....it wasnt too bad but my heels killed my feet after the 2 mile walk and all the comotion. So then I get home and of course my mom isnt home and the doors are locked and...ohh it gets better....I FORGOT my key! So it was around 1ish...i deicded to walk to Starbucks for a latte and waited for 2 hours untill my mom came home, luckily it was a nice day and didnt rain. Phew...all this and yesterday there was ANOTHEr fire in the girls bathrrom....(second time in a 2 weekspan!). God I cant wait to see what happens tomorrow.....

Well, Thats it for now.